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WORLD MAP OF HAPPINESS

Happiness map (146KB

HOW THE NATIONS RANKED ON HAPPINESS
1st - Denmark
2nd - Switzerland
3rd - Austria
4th - Iceland
5th - The Bahamas
23rd - USA
41st - UK
90th - Japan
178th - Burundi

Russia didn't make it . Surprize :)

my beloved lake Michigan, revisited last night thanks to a friend

Spent a night on the town yesterday, its been ages... I'm tired now, but in a good way, can't stop smiling, this amazing tingly anticipation of things to come that I always had and lost somehow is suddenly back..nothing definite, maybe nothing at all, but I feel changes a coming, if only in my head :)..its good to be alive

booboo

shadow, sand, stone

what's wrong with me ?..why am I THAT vulnerable now? Why do I slump into self pity and depression again and again despite an iron will to stay positive, to accept, love, live and let live ?..Why is my head clear only when its too late to fix anything ?..I had questioned every desicion I made as an adult, failed at two marriages, steadily failng at third, I've alienated old friends..At 34 I have less insight on how to live with myself much less someone else than I did at 16..And I'm full of anger , and hurt, and if it wasn't for my baby, I wouldn't have a good reason to keep on going. Now I have to stick around till she's old enough to resent me :)

by A. Upart

Wow, the things you find while clearing out your inbox :)..this is a "wish list" written to my hubby 2 years back, and as far as I remember, accepted :) OK, I can let go of the world peace, but where the heck's my Armani ??...:)

1. your undying love :) ---assumed granted :))
2. your babies...............same, in progress....:)
3. all your paintings (past and present)..........assumed on permanent loan provided I live surrounded by them.. :)
4. many many many scketches, fotos, paintings, sculptures, movies and other creative replications of my oh so modest self :)..
5. lots of sex
6. lots of travel
7. an Armani pant suit, please :)
8. frequent white tulips at my nightstand
9. regular swedish or shiatsy massage
10. ok..world peace :))