Daddy's girl, loves to doodle :)

Misc..

Life has been happening to the max even in the dead of winter..I've got some of it back on track and the rest is up in the air and its ok. I'm blogging a lot less and working a lot more..but I do have fun :) Went to a rock concert a few days back, a russian band circa my college years..One of my all time faves..I HAD A BLAST. The concert hall was jam packed with russians of all ages and I mean ALL ages. Few fights broke out, as usual :) I LOVED the band, the crowd, the booze and the buzz..I met my ex at this very place..I just loved being there..loved what I was wearing (ridiculously pricey and flattering COH jeans..) and the looks I was getting..god, I missed this :) I danced my head off, in 4 inch heels, mind you..I was drenched. But I don't do this every day, so there :) PS I absolutely refuse to age gracefully. I refuse to age at all :) My vanity will keep me young forever :))) My home is almost all re-done, we're doing great with Boo on all fronts, my work is an absolute nightmare, my life is just beginning yet again..

I'll be back..thanks for staying tuned :)..

Dialogie

Him (bipolar schizophrenic dt-ing on ETOH and crack), wearing smoky shades in a dark room..
--I'm 3 tmes divorced, I have problems..
Me, close to the door, ativan suringe at hand..
--REALLY ?..ME TOO :)))
--I have problems..I drank for a week and..and..I have nightmares
--Aga..
--I hear voices telling me to kill all the bad people.
--Am I one of the bad people ?..
--No, You'll help me.
--Hmm..

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As always when life gets too real I get a strong aversion to blogging..I'm beyond tired..worked 2 12-hr shifts in a row..crazy busy all weekend long..had to get groceries..came home to a flooded bathroom and a blue-in-the-face babysitter who jumped out the door BAREFOOT. Long night ahead with screams for milk and kicks in the groin. A phrase stuck in my head from earlier at work -- "your patient's asking for a silver bullet". I reply "ok, coming up" and go on doing 10 things at a time. WTF ???..:)))

Alma Mater.

SPB Engineering Academy

Belated..

Nutrix picks in real life :)))

Nutrix' Wish List..yeah, very original :)))

pretty pink robe..one cute little piglet, just showered

Odds and ends..

-Compliment from guy at work: "NO OFFENCE, but you're a beautiful girl..."
-The most surreal feeling -- driving in a murky blizzard in a death of Midwestern winter with Caribbean reggae on full blast.
-A 400 lbs psychotic patient with explosive diarrhea that just ripped out all his lines and is headed for the elevator, whaling and leaving a trail of blood and poop behind him..and little old me trying to dart his bloody ass with an elephant dose of Haldol..
-A teeny tiny Club Monaco skirt that is a perfect fit after all the crap I've been eating these holidays -- a nice surprise, now if I could only get my ass in it and to a nice party for once, maybe there'd be more nice surprises in store..maybe not..In any case, I should work less and get out more..
-My kid does yoga, and no one thought her
-I had the most mindblowing hot dream about an old flame..Again, I should get out more..:)))