I'm in love

March, SPB

There I go again..from bits and pieces.. from random shots and torn conversations and God knows what else that makes me think of you over and over..you appear as if you always were, with your reflections in black and white and a touch of blood oh so blue.. What to make of it but trouble..Trouble in your trembling voice, in a way you see right through me..I want to hide from you..and find you everywhere. I should have met you in Paris. I have a feeling you'd be all wrong for me and I'd love it..and that's what I need least, isn't it ?..always the case.

Lisbon tram

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my space, work in progress

one can never have enough brownies, these are prune-filled, btw, not chocolate :)

my little snow bunny

Pieces of me

R.I.P.

Besides being a nurse (and I never saw that coming) I guess I'd make a pretty good..

..fitness instructor
..runway model (up to 5 years ago when nothing jiggled)
..dietician (I know my food well and know how to eat strategically :))
..restaurant critic
..columnist a la Carrie
..stuardess :)

anticipating Spring

random

No time for blogging..not much desire either..For once I'm socializing more, its refreshing :) I absolutely love crowds. Need them. Even if its a Saturday afternoon at a jam-packed Ikea :) Fuck the solitude. Had enough for years to come. That's why I so desperately miss the big city, its energy-- it sustained me. Oh, well, maybe when I retire...My place is covered with prints of SPB in all its gory glory, its quite dramatic..I keep renovating, re-inventing, re-defining my life. Veronika is amazing, I don't know what I did to deserve her. A 2 year old has a perfectly clear understanding of love, a 30 year old has no clue..

Morning

SPB, frozen, night shots..magic

Daddy's girl, loves to doodle :)

Misc..

Life has been happening to the max even in the dead of winter..I've got some of it back on track and the rest is up in the air and its ok. I'm blogging a lot less and working a lot more..but I do have fun :) Went to a rock concert a few days back, a russian band circa my college years..One of my all time faves..I HAD A BLAST. The concert hall was jam packed with russians of all ages and I mean ALL ages. Few fights broke out, as usual :) I LOVED the band, the crowd, the booze and the buzz..I met my ex at this very place..I just loved being there..loved what I was wearing (ridiculously pricey and flattering COH jeans..) and the looks I was getting..god, I missed this :) I danced my head off, in 4 inch heels, mind you..I was drenched. But I don't do this every day, so there :) PS I absolutely refuse to age gracefully. I refuse to age at all :) My vanity will keep me young forever :))) My home is almost all re-done, we're doing great with Boo on all fronts, my work is an absolute nightmare, my life is just beginning yet again..

I'll be back..thanks for staying tuned :)..