I think I'm done digging up skeletons in my closet. Done with dusting them off and putting them on display in most unlikely places, anyway... I've "met" fascinating all of you, lived a bit of your lives (tried to), gained some and lost some. Namely lost a knack for writing as if no one's reading, the quiet monologue in a dark room. This space as I know it is now defunct, it has become a reality, and I already have one of those..so I'm letting go. I find great comfort in silliest things, in being an intensely introverted exhibitionist. Now Parallel Universe is taking over..:) This portal is its gait. I regress to no inhibitions, no timetables, no reasons, just dreams..unexpurgated, pure, deviant, simple. What will follow won't make much sense, though it'll be in English as I like to distance myself from my writing (writing being a very loose term here..). It'll be strange and imperfect as my English goes..it'll have a thick accent and won't go with anything. I close my eyes at the end of the day and enter a wonderfully familiar world I've escaped to since I could dream. Fallen angels, hidden pathways, riddles, peep holes and trix..here's one -- first open door is a window. One, two, three...jump !!!!!!!!
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Are you going? Where to?
I always felt as if you were on the verge, but then
I don't know...reading this is like "alice in wonderland"
but i wonder if you are in the hole or not?
remember that reality is not always real. truth is only one side of the window.
Carson --Yes, I just jumped out to the other side. From now on -- lies, all lies :)))
Nina -- life's a lot like "alice in wonderland", forgive me the banality. I'm here, houling at the moon and turning into a warewolf :)
Damn, I don't understand a word of that but somehow I feel your power! Enjoy the moments!
NWO -- exactly :)))
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