There's a method to my madness. Ever since I learned to bluff and cut corners. That high of cutting school and procrastinating till dead lines is still with me..I want to get away. BUT I JUST CAN'T lately, just can't carve out an hour all to myself. When will I catch up with what I love doing most and what I've perfected -- NOTHING ?..Now that could be a very busy bustling out-and-about nothing or a slow-mo ass-stuck-to-the-yoga-mat nothing or legs up with a book in bed mid-day nothing or all kinds of sweet nothings I so desperately crave..But no. Everything has to be meaningfull, and urgent, and important. I give up.