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"Here lies, a morbidus of certain nutrix kind, expired untimely, though of restless mind, she was, alas, a victim of an artist's life."
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Hmmm, sharing the dream? You're more than welcome.
You're right it is a chance for a completely new beginning. I get to walk away from everything that I have ever been crushed and weighed down by and completely reinvent myself. No one knows me and to them I am a blank slate. To her I am a clean white sheet of paper where I can write myself in any way I want to be with her.
Funny, she came off the escalator and was halfway to me before I even realized she was there. I, lost in a daze of thought, eyes completely unfocused when I realized she was peering forward intently as she walked toward me, shy and afraid but so obviously attracted so utterly wanting.
I don't know what came over me. All of the self confidence that had been knocked from me in my youth, that teenage boy-like confidence flooding back with that look from her. As soon as my gaze met hers she was completely dominated, stuttering, nervous. It was such an amazing feeling.
Here this creature who dresses to kill, paints to thrill and struts through open spaces for the sole purpose of being looked at, elicit the dislocation of cervical disks, leering eyes, the lust and admiration of random strangers, reduced to rubble by me. All because she sees my beautiful mind and happens to curiously love my little butch swagger.
She like you an introverted extrovert only slightly more so to the inside. Upon seeing her made up the next day, having regained her outward, public self composure, her working the hotel lobby as she passed through the first thought that came to my mind was that she so in that respect reminded of you. Complete command of the room. Amazing dichotomous creatures both of you.
what ?..her neck's out too ??..:)
I'm flattered anyhow, this will get to my head allright :)) but now I got to strut to Alzeimers unit and read some charts...now there're some multichotomous creatures there -- this will be my future, I already have huge memory gaps..
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