Nika's first art project !!! Behold the psychedelic Frog

up and running

I'm back to life and feel like a manic hamster on a treadmill -- I'm always running off someplace now dragging boo with me..she's got a lot to say about that, my little chatter box :)..Leave it up to me to try a little change..a new love, new house, new car, new job, new hair. I haven't blogged in ages..I was too busy having the best sex of my life -- who needs sleep anymore :)..I have all this energy, more than I can handle..I'm loving this buzz !!!!!!

R.I.P., my favorite atheist..

Nika

in retrospective

напиши мне письмо,
я умею хранить только письма
я люблю слова
я слишком люблю слова..
послесловия, эпитафии,
и лирические отступления
и немного о главном
между строк и не в срок
но все таки..
я построю дом
из слов и снов
и зажгу в нем свет
стану ждать тебя в нем
день за днем..
но в конце концов
мой дом превратится в дым,
так было всегда,
я уйду от себя с другим,
и только потом,
из пепла и нескольких строк
я опять соберу одно..
напиши мне письмо,
и мы будем жить вечно.

I'm in love

March, SPB

There I go again..from bits and pieces.. from random shots and torn conversations and God knows what else that makes me think of you over and over..you appear as if you always were, with your reflections in black and white and a touch of blood oh so blue.. What to make of it but trouble..Trouble in your trembling voice, in a way you see right through me..I want to hide from you..and find you everywhere. I should have met you in Paris. I have a feeling you'd be all wrong for me and I'd love it..and that's what I need least, isn't it ?..always the case.

Lisbon tram

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my space, work in progress

one can never have enough brownies, these are prune-filled, btw, not chocolate :)

my little snow bunny

Pieces of me

R.I.P.

Besides being a nurse (and I never saw that coming) I guess I'd make a pretty good..

..fitness instructor
..runway model (up to 5 years ago when nothing jiggled)
..dietician (I know my food well and know how to eat strategically :))
..restaurant critic
..columnist a la Carrie
..stuardess :)

anticipating Spring

random

No time for blogging..not much desire either..For once I'm socializing more, its refreshing :) I absolutely love crowds. Need them. Even if its a Saturday afternoon at a jam-packed Ikea :) Fuck the solitude. Had enough for years to come. That's why I so desperately miss the big city, its energy-- it sustained me. Oh, well, maybe when I retire...My place is covered with prints of SPB in all its gory glory, its quite dramatic..I keep renovating, re-inventing, re-defining my life. Veronika is amazing, I don't know what I did to deserve her. A 2 year old has a perfectly clear understanding of love, a 30 year old has no clue..