Existential

Little Things That Bring Me Joy
Please share with me whoever so desires..:)
There goes..In no order whatsoever...
1. Waking up every morning. Seriously. Its a miracle.
2. Watching old cartoons with my daughter
3. Sex.
4. Biting into an apple
5. A little prayer a blind lady parked in w/c by my office says each time I sneeze.
6. Buying gifts
7. Getting drunk in good company
9. Tarantino movies
10. Long kisses
11. Talking up strangers
12. High platform heels with hot pants
13. Sweat from exertion
14. Sheer flattery
15. Spooning. Sleep. Touching while asleep.
16. Being in love
17. Sunflowers
18. Selective memory, flashbacks
19. Friends that can stand me
20. Time alone

Good morning !..

on the run...

An old woman sits in a wheel chair outside my office. Quiet as a door nail, looks pretty much dead. All the sudden wakes up and yells out "OH MY GOD, I'M 90 YEARS OLD !!! A-A-A-A-AA-A-AAAAAAA !!!!!!!"
I was under the desk...:)))
I'm dying to blog but absolutely no time at home and a block at work..Besides, everytime a count my blessings outloud some bad shit happens..PS What does a girl with absolutely no time needs to add to her life ?..A huge party and a pet guiney pig !!! Both on the list.

aga..

Control: "Alpha Zulu 20, this object in the sky, did anyone have a look at it?"

Officer: "Yes, it's the moon. Over."

Will the real Slim Shady please stand up ?..:

Whoever is obsessively browsing my blog from Northbrook AllState Insurance...can I help you ?..:)))

blogosphere is full of surprises..hi, NWO :)

Wanted

Saw "Wanted". What a load of crap. But Angelina is just too beautiful..and that dragon on her back..fake, but impresssive :)

Hell, where's my riding boots and my smoking gun ?? :)))

Patient of mine said I looked like one of these chicks.Well, I know I'm not Farah :)))..

Blurred

I've been living up fantasies by the dozens lately. Dark ones, sweet/silly ones, all kinds..Its intoxicating. I'm seeing patients this morning, white lab coat on, quiet, gentle, calm..my lower back slightly burning from a brand new sprawling tattoo :)..it was just the way I always wanted it, plus a Johny Cash soundtrack as a final touch to what I had in mind, and a man I'm completely crazy about kissing me all the way through pain...That's one.
Fantasy #2: "Pretty woman", shopping spree, part 2. Loved it :)))
The rest are not for print :)

Just too cute, I'm sure I'm the last one to see it

Tarantino's Last Supper

Nika's first art project !!! Behold the psychedelic Frog

up and running

I'm back to life and feel like a manic hamster on a treadmill -- I'm always running off someplace now dragging boo with me..she's got a lot to say about that, my little chatter box :)..Leave it up to me to try a little change..a new love, new house, new car, new job, new hair. I haven't blogged in ages..I was too busy having the best sex of my life -- who needs sleep anymore :)..I have all this energy, more than I can handle..I'm loving this buzz !!!!!!

R.I.P., my favorite atheist..

Nika

in retrospective

напиши мне письмо,
я умею хранить только письма
я люблю слова
я слишком люблю слова..
послесловия, эпитафии,
и лирические отступления
и немного о главном
между строк и не в срок
но все таки..
я построю дом
из слов и снов
и зажгу в нем свет
стану ждать тебя в нем
день за днем..
но в конце концов
мой дом превратится в дым,
так было всегда,
я уйду от себя с другим,
и только потом,
из пепла и нескольких строк
я опять соберу одно..
напиши мне письмо,
и мы будем жить вечно.

I'm in love

March, SPB

There I go again..from bits and pieces.. from random shots and torn conversations and God knows what else that makes me think of you over and over..you appear as if you always were, with your reflections in black and white and a touch of blood oh so blue.. What to make of it but trouble..Trouble in your trembling voice, in a way you see right through me..I want to hide from you..and find you everywhere. I should have met you in Paris. I have a feeling you'd be all wrong for me and I'd love it..and that's what I need least, isn't it ?..always the case.

Lisbon tram