I don't really like change, nothing huge, anyway. But it so happens change just LOVES me..it inevitably finds me when I least expect, yanks me out of my comfy cushy dreamy denial and throws me back in the real world to face the music. TA DA. OK, then. I will do my best given what I got. I got trouble :) But I have a feeling I'll live. I didn't have that feeling just a month ago, I do now. I'll be ok. Back in the real world -- went for a fitness class, as I used to, this time a new girl was subing -- a tiny thing, half my size, but what a mean little booger ! Beware the angry little people -- men, especially, seem prone to fits of rage out of the blue.. That was one ass-kicking bootcamp -- everything hurts, still. I like this pain..makes me feel alive. But its no match for the bellydance classes -- that was as close as I'll ever come to my life-long dream -- to be in a bollywood movie :)))