I will always remember this day as THE day I HIRED A NANNY. At last, I bet adieu to half my pay check and say hello to hopefully some sleep at night and some help at home. Yes, she's moving in (in 3 weeks)! No, I won't have any money left between her and the mortgage, but I think my daughter deserves a sane, stable parent and not the brittle psychopath I've become over the last two years. I just need a little help..It'll still be me putting her to bed every night but I'll let the professional handle the rest ( namely -- waking up every couple hours..) AND I can cook and clean while she takes her for walks/plays, or visa versa..and maybe even take a long shower uninterrupted (gasp). She's sweet, great references, AND a pediatric nurse. Wish me luck.