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I miss this space..I miss the dark and quiet. Suspense, unrelenting, unsettling and unavoidable..I am so in love and I am so, so scared. Never before something I desire was so fragile, so heavily guarded, so endangered..there's a veil of insanity over this, and his life is suddenly my life, and I don't know where he ends and I begin. I am one with this chaos now..so much darkness and light within one soul, can't see through, can't look away..stunned. I am alive, happy, unhappy, half way there from point of no return..