I am lonely today..It is subtle, this vast and vague longing, this haze shrouding me from my day. From a man I love, lost in himself, from a man I used to love, lost in me, bittersweet and belated burden..all the comfort and cheer lost on me today. All is well, for better or worse. Million ways to die..and to not, all reflections of trivial and bizzare nulled by almighty "all shall pass".