Friday, March 09, 2007

I now know why I blog. Last night I was desperate to confide in a friend and realized there's no one I know disent enough to keep a secret and not make my life into a gossip fest for the next party..Ironically, I'm better off venting in cyberspace.
I'm just so fucking lonely

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey ...it's OK.
I am sorry you are lonely.
Truly sorry. But it will get better.

I know the feeling. You will get through this. I know I am an anonymous person, but I think online sometimes we cut to chase easier, quicker.

Nutrix said...

thanks..glad you're here :)

Anonymous said...

Are you feeling better? Sometimes time helps, writing, breathing and letting others help.

But sometimes it's just time to feel bad. Like sometimes it's cold.
Deep, huh!

I go through depressions that are hell, but I have found when I stop relying on that illusive other to make all things better- things get better. It's in us, really it is.

You are an interesting writer, obviously good at what you do and your baby is adorable. How about pursuing a creative interest? Do you want to write more or something else?

Take it easy.

NWO said...

Vebt away. You are a fascinating person: you are less alone than you might think. ((U))

Nutrix said...

to Nina-
I am better today, thanks :)..nothing like a little sun to put things in perspective..creative interest sounds divine but what I really crave is plain uninterrupted SLEEP..I could sleep standing up at this point, if only someone let me..

Nutrix said...

to NWO-
thanks, man. you're my rock :)))

NWO said...

*blushes*